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14-15 October 2013 I came to U-Nite, U-nite was a retreat for university student (actually not just for student, so many adult there), and the theme was The Life. there's have 4 sessions and all of the session talking about Joseph's life (Genesis 37- Genesis 45)  I want to share about my experience during U-Nite.. On the first session, PA’s illustration was about “baggage” and PA was preaching about wounds. When PA preaching it, my wounds (guilty, regret) like opened (again--actually my wounds already opened when Mission Project in Papua, but I thought it was finished). I had some bad feeling because of my past and I always carried the feelings as my "baggage". I tried to control my mind and I prayed. My prayers were I want to know God deeper, and want to know what God wants. When I pray my heart like broken and my prayer change become “Lord, I’m forgiven, right?” I felt I really hate my self because I am a sinner and I did a sin that affect (the most)...